第十九章觉醒的母爱(1/9)

“对不起！”
                                                                                                                                                                葵痛苦的闭上眼睛，樱所继承自丛云牙里面的那数以千万生命死亡所产生的负面情绪，被她当成是属于樱自己的情感。那强烈的憎恨与绝望，显然也不是区区“对不起”就可以谅解的。
                                                                                                                                                                可是现在，她只能这么说了。
                                                                                                                                                                这一刻，葵充满了对自己的痛恨和自责，那一直以来作为生存方式的信念，也为之动摇了。
                                                                                                                                                                这份信念，就是对名为远坂时臣的这个男人的爱……不错，她是爱着时臣的。不管这是多么理所当然到无需多言的事情，却是实实在在让她几乎想要落泪的事实。
                                                                                                                                                                不管是命运的捉弄也好，恶意也好，在继承远坂这个姓氏之前，禅城葵第一次感受到的决意，就是来自远坂时臣。
                                                                                                                                                                名门闺秀的女儿是这样被养育长大的。她们衣食无忧，家教严格，与外界的交往都在无形之中被筛选了好几层，社团必定参加刺绣、插花、轻音、书道或类似的符合身份的活动，待人温和知礼而不深交，同时家庭也会教导她们管理家族、佣人的技巧。最后，最重要的一点，她们接触的男人，绝不会太多。
                                                                                                                                                                被爱着，被呵护着，被要求着。
                                                                                                                                                                如未放的蓓蕾。
                                                                                                                                                                因为，名为禅城葵的少女从未从任何人那里得到过，生存的决意。
                                                                 

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