第四章当声色来袭(3/9)

                                                                                                            
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                人人生而不等，但是却同样都为欲望的奴隶。所以人人都甘为声色感官的情欲犬马。人人都必须在这所谓造物主的游戏里面挣扎、仿惶、堕落甚或前进。这就是生命？
                                                                                                                                                                我的心好痛苦。我的五官开始不正常地非因快乐而是痛苦地随着体内酒精的发酵在这声色犬马之地开始扭曲。
                                                                                                                                                                “天地不仁以万物为刍狗”一句古华文在我脑海里响起。而我却必须去忍受这一切。何为善？何为恶？一切都只是人类为了生存、为了争权夺利而彼此讨伐征战的藉口。从小到大所读的圣贤书根本不是人类社会的真相，那些只是粉释太平的说词。掩盖在媒体与表象背后的事实是人性本恶，人类本来就是自私自利的。这就是人性？
                                                                                                                                                                我只觉得再也无法忍受在耳膜之中越来越大声的鼓瑟靡靡之音与吵杂的音乐。我只觉得好沮丧、好无力，身体里的生命正一点一滴地消逝。
                                                                                                                                                                不要告诉我是我醉了。不！我的脑子非常地清醒！相反的，我觉得我的脑子越来越清楚。
                                                                                                                                                                声色犬马，多少人追逐名利只为了追求更多的声色犬马、更多的物质享受？
                                                                                                                                                                声色犬马，除了声色犬马之外这海海人生、这冥冥众生难道就再也没有其他东西值得去追求、去麻醉、去沉迷？追求声色感官的刺激就是追求快乐与人生的目标？
                                                                                                 

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