第二章情欲陷阱(3/14)

                                                                   即使那样，我还听见他在后面说：“明天见，玉璇…”
                                                                                                                                                                我又被这种温柔的声音软化了。
                                                                                                                                                                找站定，听着他离去，那车轮仿佛辗在我身上，把我压得粉碎，却带走了我整个的心。
                                                                                                                                                                抬头一望，素帛白幡映着一片灰暗，那真可怕！
                                                                                                                                                                但愿我无须进去，那些香烛、冥器和死尸陈列一排排一列列，教我如何受得了。
                                                                                                                                                                更受不了的是，那些男女亲戚看我的奇异的眼光，但我非进去不可。要不然，冷言闲语会满天飞。说我这个女人寡情，对丈夫的遗体不肯看上最后的一眼。
                                                                                                                                                                我提起勇气，昂然大步往里面走。
                                                                                                                                                                只要能闯过这一关，以后半生的幸福的争取，也有了七分着落，因为这个世界是一个欺弱怕强的世界。
                                                                                                                                                                我要强壮起来，不理别人的想法，做我自己喜欢的事。
                                                                                                                                                                丈夫已死，再也没有人可以干预我了，我现在是一个自由的女人。
                                                                                                                                  

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