第三章梦里销魂(4/20)

                       空气里有一种水汪汪的温暖，和我的身心爱觉相应合。
                                                                                                                                                                窗纱上树影横斜，华屋中彩灯迟迟。
                                                                                                                                                                此情此景，对于一个成熟的妇人，尤其是一个新寡者，真有无限的感触。
                                                                                                                                                                我微微地斜坐着，等待利民下一步做些什么。
                                                                                                                                                                他呀！什么也不做，却埋在灯座底下细细翻阅晚报上的体育新闻，那就显示我在他的心中的地位，还不如一个足球或一匹马。
                                                                                                                                                                三番两次，我决定掉头而去，但终于沉住气留下来。
                                                                                                                                                                我知道这是他的诡计，他要预留他日推诿责任的地步。
                                                                                                                                                                那时他可以说：喏！我本来不想这样做，是你要我，我不能教你下不了台呀！
                                                                                                                                                                而我偏偏坐在这里，看看究竟是谁拼得过谁！
                                                                                                                                                                静极了，隔壁大厅里落地时钟走动的声音，像火车轮子那么响，一站又一站，驶向前方，老是不肯停下来。
                                                                                                                                                                我是一百个愿意，巴望停在一个小站上，然后一站又一站，直到终点。<

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