第一百二十六章情感表白（九）(1/2)

带着子月去酒店，我没有多想，就是寂寞，就是需要个女人。而子月又是我在东莞最熟悉的，最依赖的，也是最听话的。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                她在确很听话，象往常工作一样，做了我的女人。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                云雨过后，她哭了，又笑了。她说第一次给了我是她的福份。我好象被蛰了一下，急忙掀开被子看，白色的床单上留下了一朵艳丽的梅花。那血丝象一枚枚梅花针剌我的眼，扎我的心。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                我突然慌了神，想到我一直没向她提起过我有老婆孩子的事，而平时对大家开的那些我还没结婚的玩笑也从没否认过，我突然想到昨天还把子月说成个傻孩子。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                如果她真的是个傻孩子，那我不是害了她？我很清楚我不能给她任何情感上的回报，我跟她也没有多少感情，和她发生了关系只是因为寂寞，谁能想到她居然她还是第一次！第一次对一个女孩来说有多么重要，老婆给我第一次的时候告诉我，她的命都是我的了。子月会不会也这样想？她会不会自杀？那我将背负一生的良心谴责。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                           

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