第一百四十三章情感表白（二十六）(1/3)

独自在家的日子越来越多，陪伴我的不是李清照，就是纳兰性德。我每天除了上两了的已成套路的课之外，就是捧着李清照的词集独自憔悴，躲在帘儿底下听人笑语。楼下是让人透不过气来的树，树下面是一对对的年轻人在做我和老公十几年前热衷于做的事。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                放下书本，只能上网。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                我说过我第一次聊天就感觉集邮是我的网络情人，并感觉我早晚得把数字的我交给他。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                奔四的女人，只有到了网上才有装的资格，装矜持，装天真，甚至可以装处女。但装很快就会被撕破，露出了潜意识里的纵，纵情，纵欲，纵数字形态的身体。18岁的女人物质形态的身体是珍贵的，38岁的女人数字形态的身体是珍贵的。我一上线，碰到男人的挑逗就脸红心跳，象年轻时被爱抚一样。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                集邮是所有爱抚我的网友中最让我激情再生的人，我第一次跟他聊天，我就在考虑第几次聊天时把自己交出去。这个过程虽然也是漫长的，但比当年的马拉松不知短了几百倍。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                         

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