第一百七十二章情感表白（五十五）(2/3)

我是来找梦华的，不是来赚钱的。到了晚上，她给我回了信，说我没本事，不是男人，还说了很多难听的话。但我仍然很高兴，毕竟有了她的消息。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                从此，我一天给她发两封信，求她原谅我，回到我身边。三天后，我预支了一半工资，把钱全部汇到了她的账户。接下来的两天，我又给她发了三封邮件，她只回了一封，大意是我们已经结束了，以后不要再纠缠她。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                收到她最后这封邮件，我伤心极了。我那么爱她，对她那么好，她为什么这么绝情？谁叫我没本事呢，现在混得连生存都成了问题，我这个做男人的太失败了。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                我主动调了夜班，然后利用白天的时间，拿着她的照片发了疯似的走街串巷找她，每天给她发三封信。这样坚持到7月21日，我觉得支撑不下去了，上午给她发了最后一封信，然后去买了一瓶农药。我不想活了，如果在中午之前，她没有给我消息，我就服毒自尽！
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                买农药回来，我就回到了火柴盒似的出租屋，把门反锁，没有开灯，躺在床上，药瓶就放在枕头边上——
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                     

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