第一百九十二章情感表白（七十五）(2/2)

小原的诗集，里面有几句，算是让我记住了——用脚，走到眼睛所能看到的地方或想象之地，都徒劳。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                地球是圆的，所有的出走都是为了归来。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                我平时很少读诗，也读不懂诗。但这几句我觉得写得不错。我看懂了，而且把我看怕了，也看明白了。是不是应该这么理解，我出走了21天，就是为了现在乖乖的再回去，比以前更温顺的当人家的情人？比以前更卑微地活着？
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                那么，爱情呢？爱情在这个城市里是个什么位置？在这个过程中几斤几两？我安放了我的情感，却安放不了我的身体，我安放了我的身体，却又无处安放我的情感。可无论左，还是右，我都无法安放我的灵魂。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                我的事到此告一段落，我从这里出去，还没能等你们看到这个故事的时候，我已经回到老板面前了。所有问题就只有一个问题了，就是，他到底还要不要我呢？——