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                               我深呼吸一口气，走过去拿起我的手机：“喂，你好。”
                                                                                                                                                                “柳佳。”
                                                                                                                                                                他总是这样喊我的名字，仿佛有好多话要说，又像是不知道该怎么说。后来我渐渐的明白，对于沈铎来说，或许只是一个名字，就可以解毒。解开那样深刻的相思毒。
                                                                                                                                                                因为有一段日子，我想念他想念的痛彻心扉，整夜整夜抱着被子喊他的名字流眼泪。
                                                                                                                                                                以前在电视上或者小说中看到这样的场景只会觉得矫情，但是等到自己真正的领会了这样的心境时。才发现那是多么真实的痛楚，无能为力的伤害，找不到解决的方法，只能自欺欺人一样的不断的自我催眠。你一定也有过这样的感受吧？闲暇时用笔无聊的写写画画，待到反应过来的时候，已经全是他的名字。看到相似的名字，看到相似的背影，你会在繁华的街口伫立良久。
                                                                                                                                                                我沉默良久，他也沉默良久。我们静静的听着彼此的呼吸声，那一刻我觉得我的脑中是混乱的。一直以来，只要面对沈铎，我整个人的IQEQ就都罢工。
                                                                                                                                                                “柳佳。”
                                                                                                                                                                柳昕这时候从浴室中出来，手中拿着浴巾擦头发，看见我拿着电话还不做声，于是问道：“姐，你打给谁呢？”
                                                                                                                                                                意识因为她这一句话而终于回归，我笑了笑说道：“没，给陶好打。她没接。”
                                                                                                                                                                说罢，挂了电话。
         

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