第八十二章(7/7)

                                                                         诸如此类，不一而举。
                                                                                                                                                                柳昕找过我一回，叫我拒绝了。她在电话里问我，是不是怨恨她，我想了良久，才回道：“你恨我是应该的……从此我不亏欠你了，你权当没有过我这个姐姐。”
                                                                                                                                                                来充当说客的不止这几个人，我每日里都收到沈天，格格……甚至是北子的邀请，却从来未曾赴约。
                                                                                                                                                                我只是需要一个时间来消化这件事情，我不敢说自己是贞洁烈女，生在这个时代，我的思想有时难免开放。其实不用任何人来说，我只消自己慢慢的淡忘，或者我还是有机会再跟沈铎走在一起的。
                                                                                                                                                                可两个月后的一个午后，我闲来无事的收拾着自己的柜子，偶然间看到柜子里那整齐未动的卫生棉。
                                                                                                                                                                心里一惊……一个念头涌上来……却是再也控制不住。
                                                                                                                                                                我蹲在地上，笑到流泪。