第九十八章(6/10)

妈的那一席话，我晚上睡在自己屋子里的时候竟然觉得莫名的紧张。
                                                                                                                                                                他曾经在这张床上，那时候的沈铎在想什么呢？会不会嫌弃这是我的卧室？
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           我自嘲般的笑了笑，当年那个云淡风轻的我似乎再也没有。我知道，是时间和世事将我改变成这个样子。可我内心深处，难道就一点眷恋都没有么？
                                                                                                                                                                其实我从来都不吝啬承认自己的爱，爱恨分明，如今却是我最欣赏的。
                                                                                                                                                                只是就像我说的那样，我纵然爱，也要爱的有尊严。沈铎对于我而言，就像是年少的一个梦，我爱的那个他，是十几岁时面对着我会脸红的他，是会因为我喜欢而放弃吃好水果的他，是众人眼中的天之骄子却肯对我放下身份的他。
                                                                                                                                                                是很多个记忆中的他，却不是今日的他。
                                                                                                                                                                是他，又不是他。
                                                                                                                                                                爱一个人又多难？我今天才知道。
                                                                                                                                                                第二天一早我给杜彬打了个电话，想叫他把西瓜送回来。
                                                                                                                                                                他犹豫的问了一句我怎么跟家里解释。
            

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