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                                                 只是什么呢？只是以为自己可以无止尽独占他，他决计不敢也不会收回这些，所以才无耻压榨他、尽情奴役他，只差没叫他将心挖出来借她玩一玩再塞回胸膛里。
                                                                                                                                                                “我只是想要他多些耐心对我……他是唯一一个愿意哄着我的人……也是唯一一个怕我孤单的人……”
                                                                                                                                                                甚至，是唯一一个爱着她的人。
                                                                                                                                                                这些，她醒悟得太慢了，如果这一切陌生得令人骇怕的事情是真实，她已经把最后可以依靠的人远远推到别人怀里。
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           她不知道有什么方法可以责备自己的愚蠢，满满的后悔都无法扭转现况。
                                                                                                                                                                她缩身躲在花丛里，将自己藏起来，像她每回受了委屈那般自怨自艾。她极少让人看到她在哭泣，她觉得那是可耻的示弱，所以不管心里多难受，也不在人前掉泪。当她躲着嚎啕大哭，只有那个不放心追着她来的人，会看到她最狼狈的软弱，她挂着满脸眼泪鼻涕的丑态，在他面前无处可藏……“他再也不会来找我……再也不会了……他有自己的媳妇儿，他要宠的人不再是我……不管我躲在哪里，不会有人再来找我……”
                                                                                                                                                                再也不会。
                                                                                                                                                                眼前模糊成一片，当她伸手抹掉，那片模糊又泛开来，湿湿热热的，她趴在叠抱着的手臂上，听到有哭声，很微弱很微弱，无助又害怕，从紧紧衔咬的“呜哇呀呀呀呀——”
                                                                                                                                                            

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